Last night for example I had a restless night. I have obstructive sleep apnea and wear a full face CPAP mask so I do not quit breathing during the night. That in itself keeps me a bit restless but my deep sleep is better. Also during the night I had a constant twitching muscle in my left shoulder that I was unable to stop no matter what position I laid in or tried to hold it to stop. So that kept me restless as well. Then this morning my wife told me that my right arm was temoring all night. My brain must be used to that as I did not notice it myself. Funny how your body adapts to things that are uncommon.
Here are the things I live with daily: Twitching muscles, slight tremors, muscle cramps in my arms and legs, weak legs, balance problems and walking issues. I am to the point now when I walk that I list to the right...lol. I also have urinary and bowel issues which are a lot of fun. Daily headaches and cognitive issues. Unfortunately my wife hears me daily say, "I can only concentrate on one thing at a time." Memory loss from one thought to another and my biggest issue right now is pure fatigue.
Now having said all of that life is full of joys and daily miracles. I have a very strong faith in God and my Lord and Saviour Jesus Chirst. My love for my wife and children keep me going every day. And I cherish every moment I can spend with them. People who know me wonder how I an have such an upbeat positive attitude with the future I have been dealt. To me it is easy, I have always, for the most part been a very positive outgoing person. I also believe God never gives us more than we can handle. So I am at peace with the cards that God has given to me. If by creating this blog and sharing my story I can inspire, or put a smile on someone's face then that is enough for me.
Lastly thanks to all of you who are following my blog and posting comments. Tomorrow I plan to answer each comment personally. But for tonight a big thank you to everyone and may God Bless you. Jeff :)